:S

So my sister is engaged. Friday night she woke me up with the news and I just… didn’t know what to say! My sister graduated from high school last year and it was right then that I realized… I graduate next year and after that I’ll be OLD!! After high school it seems like it’s just all the big important things in your life! My sister demonstrated this greatly by graduating, meeting someone, and getting engaged! I have a feeling like… I’m so happy for her! But I’m so scared! It’s the same feeling as finishing a test. You are SOO happy it’s over but scared to find out how you did! If she grows up that means I have to too!! It’s a step in life that I’m not ready to take yet (and good thing I don’t have to for another year!) It feels like I’m losing a friend… of course she is still there, but it will never be the same! I’ve not quite decided that it’s completely a good thing yet. Marriage will be great for her! But her marriage might suck for me… I’ll have a married sister that won’t be able to play all the time like we used to. What is there to do when we have this feeling whether it’s from a test or a big event in your life? I’m hoping that if I say I’m happy for her and not scared enough it will come true.